The relationship with parents is my first personal experience
The child who has experienced humiliation and injurement. There are many experiences in this type of experience, which are formed by interacting with parents, teachers, classmates, etc. For children, being with parents is their first personal experience, and parents are almost the whole of their children. When we expect people who can take care of us and love us to become people who will humiliate and harm us, it is almost inevitable that children will have an insecure dependence pattern and will inevitably develop a sense of insecurity.
Because this relationship is complex and difficult to distinguish for children: I should have to be close to my parents, but he will hurt me; I should have to believe him, but I feel it hurts.
This sense of confusion will make the child first judge the distance and boundary between his parents and the distance between his parents in order to survive. Some children must rely on "treatment" to get closer and gain a temporary sense of security in their hearts; some children will rely on emotional isolation and distance away so that they can be safe without being hurt.
Teachers and colleagues are another object of dependence and trust in school, especially when children feel that "parents are not reliable, cannot protect and take care of me, and may harm me", this insecurity will arise, and the children will find ways to find a way to make their hearts feel better.
The teachers and classmates who are met during their learning experience are another object of relying on and trust in the school.
But when you cannot be accepted and supported in it, and are humiliated, denied and injured in the frequency, these objects are objects that children may not be able to offend at that time. That kind of powerlessness and helplessness and inability to protect your feelings will easily make the child feel a deep sense of shame and insecurity.
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